The number 444 is an angel number that represents stability, support, and being on the right path. It suggests that your hard work is about to pay off and you are receiving divine support to move forward with a strong foundation. It can also be a message to be patient with financial goals and maintain a steady approach.
The reason why I put off this story of my childhood, it's so painful what I faced from the time of my birth. It shocked my Mom what Dad did to her was endless till she died. Numbed out, her spirit withered away till she couldn't breath. She had no way out to save herself. She endured her life like in a Nazi death camp in a quiet neighborhood. She was ashamed for me to see her bed ridden. Once again, I left in silient words, I told her I would win for both of us. That is what I did for HER!
I remember her body was cold in the casket at the funeral. I felt her hard, icey cold skin on her face. Mom never understood why I left the cult. She was heavy in pain by Dad's brain. She longed to be free while she took endless beating words of rage to her broken heart. Dad broke her, he killed her and no one knew what he did. I'm crying now thinking of her uneducated life and the kitties, horses she loved like myself.
I'm done for now, it makes me want to cry hard how consumed she was with dark energies. She took it all so her kids would not suffer but we all did.
Why do men hurt the very person that loves them? I figured it out, men can be a walking war zone for their families. It needs to stop. I want to see strong men with kind words, kind actions and love for themselves not raging beasts. Nothing sexy or honorable about men, I'd said it. It's easy to wear your emotions on those endless pinched lips. Go correct yourself, stop being a coward.
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