ISHTAR, THE WHORE GODDESS

https://www.theoldestprofessionpodcast.com/post/episode-4-ishtar-the-whore-goddess

I'm praying for her divine energy.

To be divine means to have fun and laughter.

FAKE BUTT

when I got a fake whore butt, all the big ones cant get all the way in.  My fake butt is too big !

WHORE

I had this girlfriend who had a fantasy to be a whore.  We did it a lot and it was great.  But, when she saw how much money whore's make, she left me to be a sex worker.  

THE GIRLFRIEND

she costs more than a sex worker.  I added it up, what I spent to maintain the girlfriend.  LOL.  A lot more money!!!  After awhile, I didn't get laid.  Once they know, they got you, it stops.

BAD PEOPLE

are not my clients.  When I change my energy field they don't see me.  Callers with low energies seek other low energy people.  Like attracts like.  Change yourself, change your life.  

THEY LOVE ME THEY HATE ME

I'm Diana, a bi-polar call girl.  When I'm high NO ONE CAN COMPETE with my energies.  When low, I have no money and begging for work.  

FISHING

if it's not going the way you want it to go, DON'T answer the call.  There are better fish in the sea.

DISCREET CONFESSION

I have a high profile job that needs to be invisible, not there, under the radar.  I'm looking for a provider that keeps it simple.  I go by my gut feelings, how I feel, I'm working on developing my intution more and more.  

The key:  how does this person make me feel?  

NO SEX

professional domme:  oh I see your twisted game and you are lucky I did not blow you off as a time waster (i want you, i dont want you for sex) ----- guess what you dont get it

FEEL

u never forget how people make u feel

Subscriptions 600

only high end clients get this privilege

Mistress Brat

don't text me unless well established client.  CALL, i'm not a texter!

Personal Thoughts

Going through packed boxes, look at this ... W O W !!!! ------a no brainer book, how to drive your pimp crazy and take your money back

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I checked out to survive
Made me want to hide . . .

I ran when I saw his eye
Made me cry cry cry . . .

This heart's been broke
Makes me want to die . . .

Run, run ... little one
See the sun

Run girl run
It's not fun

Run to water
Run to a tree
Run to horse
Run to the sea

Molested Little Girl Song by Dianna

I checked out to ------------
Made me want to die . . .

I ran when I saw his --------------------
Made me want to die . . .

This heart's been broke
Made me want to die . . .

Run little one
See the ---------------------

Run girl run
It's not -------------------------

Run to water
Run to a ----------------
Run to ---------------------------
Run to the sea

GO KNOCK YOURSELF OUT

Maria wears her kick boxing gloves:  I won't punch him for his smack down.  Counterfeit money from high-paid Silicon Valley engineer.  He jacks off to porn and can't get a girlfriend (separation of sickness).  He knows his dick is small, and matches his coward, con job.  If feel sorry for him, I won't punch his face.  His loneliness punches him day and night.  What goes around comes around motherfucker ( Samuel Jackson).  Rip off a whore, life's gonna kick his pathetic ass.  My fantasy, put his phone number and loser face on freeway billboard "I have a small dick".  

MY EXERCISE PROGRAM

Call girl, Maria is a swinger and loves to get off over and over on her homemade

"Fuck Me Machine".  The kinky call girl passed it up, she fucked to much before the house party.

TRAUMA THERAPIST WORDS -NOT YOU!

Predators are cowards.  They use fear, lies and muscle to hurt women.  Your Dad was a coward, Diana!

Today, I saw that it was not me.  It was the coward that raised me as a child.  

He called me a whore and it was all my fault.
WRONG!

YOUR SPERM

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What you eat does make a difference with your sperm

Laugh @ Proposal

I fling my hand up high and back when you tell me, it's as many pops as you want for one-six-zero.  I say back, "What did you say, I don't hear you.  Your phone has a bad connection.   WHAT?  oh, I just herd you, it's too much for all of that (acting like stupid blonde works all the time).  Saint Blondy

KEEP TRACK OF YOUR DILDO PLEASE

this super-freak executive just left and what did I find out on the sidewalk, the dildo I used on him.  When he comes back, I'm gonna smack his face, one time, get his attention.  I've made a drawing for my notes.  His new name is  Mr. Dropper Dildo.  Call Girl "Saint" found the used dildo and even the ants don't want it.  Chuckling . . .

DON'T TEXT DONATION

everything you do, everything you say can mess you up in unexpected ways.  think before you text . . . CALL GIRL MARIA

HOW TO TALK TO A CALL GIRL

never say sex words . . . how many times must Dianna repeat myself, after she hears some guy talk dirty words.  You can't speak sex words on the phone to set up our discreet meet.  Some callers use sex words for harassment and humiliation.  Dianna, stop telling them, it's against the law.  Grip & Hold the phone and don't speak.  What you get is pure silence from me.  Guys need a special school for unruly mouths and manners.  If he tried to pick up a hot babe, he'd never talk that way.  She'd slap his face (unless he gets off on face slapping).

Nov 26, 1995 entry

THE BI-POLAR WHORE

It's insane when you watch a bi-polar whore use her ass to out do you

Standing there, watching them go wild, okay, she just stole the client

Next time it happens I'm going to get into the zen position and pray I make it saying .... look at this whore screw her door and out do you

This is good therapy for me!

Laughing

I wonder what the client would do watching me pray ???

Scammers and Cheaters

They want me, they don't want me, when he comes over, does his thing quick, he wants a discount ??? . . . sweetly said, what was the agreement? Be silent and wait.  He complains again.  Say sweetly, that was not our agreement.  That was your silent agreement to pay less?

Call Girl Maria (her private thoughts, rip me off and I'll sneak off with your wife).  You don't mess with Maria.  She made friends with male client's wife.  

Wife told Maria, he's cheating on me.  The wife was mad crying, wanted to get even.  Maria told her that happened to her with ex-husband.  Wife cried more.  Maria stood up, took her deep purple, lipstick, wrote on bathroom mirror.  If he can fuck around so can we.  Maria said, don't cry, get even, cheat and fucked like men.  Wife, stopped crying very pensive.  If he cheats, I cheat too. 

THE DICK CANT OFF

Diana thinking with her pretty, little head:  I need a man to care for me, maybe one of my clients?  Being bi-polar, I'm one crazy bitch.  Men like it.  I'll go after Mr. Money who brags a lot in bed.  My plan, fuck him till he is dead.

Present time, we're in the throes of sex 4 hours (lost count).  I can't get his cum.  Forever, he has a hardon.  The down stair neighbors called management, we made too much noise,  annoyed and sick of my squeaking bed.  Is that why one of the call girls put her box mattress on her carpet threads?  

The Care Plan of Diana, not working.  His wife and I are almost dead.  He's not paying enough and broke my bed.

Nov 9, 1996

  

IM THE X

Nov 13, 1995
We're talking how all molested growing up by uncles and dads.  Diana blurts, "My Mother raised her frying pan, hit Dad over his head.  Mom needed to pick Dad up and drop him on his fucking head".  We laughed and laughed, stood up, did a 4 girl circle dance, chanting, "Drop Him On His Fucking Head".  One call girl thinks she's a saint, recalls nothing.  I find it strange.  I shared a scape book with her, printed and pasted by High government official, still no reaction.  One of her clients told her to get that away from his head. 

TREE FOOKING

BOYFRIEND THINKS HES NO PIMP

Nov, 5 1994

What is a pimp?

A pimp is someone who employs prostitutes — they work for the pimp, who gets a cut of their money. ... Pimp is a word that has greatly shifted in meaning, as it sometimes means "great" or "cool," as in "That bike is pimp!" However, that's a slang meaning that many people, especially adults, won't understand or like.

Men think they know everything about my job.   The boyfriend thinks he's not a pimp, WRONG.  I tell him how to set up dates and turns it around like it was his idea.  FOOK THAT!  
t h i n k i n g .....

It's smart to use the boyfriend if client requests (and keep the green).  That's what I did, used the boyfriend until he threw a "drunk rant" how I didn't love him.  Bitch ... has some low-self-esteem, not a pimp. He needs pimp lessons from ME!

Call girl Maria is married, she won't take any bull from her hubby.  If he tries, she runs off with civi girlfriend on a fookin' rampage.  Maria's hot-blooded Spanish babe, total Penthouse Pet.  Every time I watch her suck, it's huge turn on.  I like using funny words for sax.

The FookFest Weekend: two, gorgeous Spanish women agreed to see who could "out-fook" the other.  Maria confessed to me, she couldn't keep up.  LOL.  

Call girl "Cindy" is into porn.  One day she did 11 men.   

Next day, six.  She wanted to see how many she could do in a week (50 guys).  She's one zesty chick that loves dick.  On a slow day, she don't know what to do with herself.  She's in my closet, finds a big toy and sneaks home.  She jerked her pussy off, over an over.  Call a few clients, it worked.  Next day she's got more dick.  I know she can "OUT" all those female porn stars.  Wipe it, stick it.

Complaining Men:  how their wives and girlfriends stopped having sex.  Men, stop trying to run the show.  Easy your foot off the gas pedal.  Here a clue:  women can do it more than you.

Another call girl, a dominatrix.  She listens what they want and gives more freak.  She asks them if they've been bad.  Some guys want punishment for being assholes to their women and work teams.  Well, now we are getting somewhere.

DIANA AND HER RED BOOTS

Nov 7, 1994 entry:

I'm walking down the streets of Los Gatos in my red fringed  boots.  Hair flipping every which way as I strut.  In the corner of my eye, I see men turn, stop and smile (do a sharp turn around, stare at me).  So beautiful, the California weather.  Bars are a great place to find men.  That's where I picked up my last boyfriend.  He loved me till he found out I fucked high powered men for $$$GREEN.  Two of my call girl friends have guys who love us and what we do.  One of them is married and swings. 

What a magical surprise for my heart.  I do a lot of good for this world.  I begged the workaholic call girl to go with me down town.  That's all she does is work, work, work.  We finally went out, and ... she never saw this kinda of wealth in one town.  Good, I drug her sexy hot ass with me.  I opened her up to a whole new way of looking at life.  

There is this small lingerie shop close to the bank.  A mature women who is well-kept (face lifts) owns the place.  Her name is Roxxie.  Her sister works for her.  No bathroom.  eKK!  (need to tell someone what I did when I had to go pee so bad).  She has some hot stuff for a girl like me.  BAM!

My Secret Life

Who sent me this?  I don't recall this Arizona address.  Hum?  Tearing brown package open to a worn book, thumbing threw the pages, it's a diary.  It's Diana's thoughts.

I knew her before Google was created in Palo Alto, California Southbay/Silicon.  WOW!  She sent me her "secret call girl memories"  with pictures.  We were best friends, she taught me how to have fun.  At one time she worked for a sassy madam.  She figured out how to be a high-class call girl by watching and listening to her madam who took advantage and percentage.  


Nov 1, 1994

I'm Diana, a bi-polar strawberry girl.  When on a high, get out of my way.  No nobody can stop my sex appetite.  One of my best girlfriends moves aside and knows I steal other girl's clients.  That's why we never worked out of the same apartment.  She works alone and really good with money.  I make a bunch of money and spend it.  What the hell.  

Everybody wants my pussy.  We do doubles, she is wild like me.  One afternoon a guy watched us get it on, I ran my long hair right over her pussy.  It made her feel real good.