I want to thank many of you for being so kindly generous with your wonderful friendships. It means a lot to me wishing ALL of you a glorious week to the new year. LOVE LOVE LOVE to ya all. Smooches, I could not of done it without YOU!
The Amateur Housewife Chronicles 2008 (order of babes in the pics)
Maria, Sexy Miss Lizz, Aimeelynn, BJ, me, Faith 69, Alanna and me in that order in the huggielovie pics. Dreamnet .com has some really nice babes to party with and when Faith69 throws another birthday party, I'm there! Hey, Faith read this blog about your greatness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Faith is a sweet sexy babe, Alanna is a wild wild doll, Aimeelynn is a leggy hot MILF, BJ is soooooooooo nice to LOOK at, Maria she's fun to swinger with, and Sexy Miss Lizz, she's tits tits tits. Faith's party was one of the best parties I have ever been too, bee-cause of ALL the women. Everyone at the party keep asking who is that big pony-tailed blonde? Thatz Me.
I'm so thankful for Sexy Miss Lizz. She's been the best friend the last 3 years. She's a very sexy, smart cougar. Hey, Lizz read this message about how FAB you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy New Year to you and your family.
First off, our apologies for the late start in getting the word out about G.O.T.I. 8. Busy times in Las Vegas as usual, but we never forget our favorite event of the year, Girls of the Internet Party!This year's event will be held Sunday January 13th at 9 PM at Olympic Garden adult cabaret. As with previous parties, all pre-registered girls drink free. So be sure to get over to www.gotiparty.com and get registered.
We plan to broadcast this year's party in live streaming video, so let your fans know they can catch you on the webcast at gotiparty.com & lvrocks.com. More details on that will be made available on the website soon.As always, we look forward to seeing everyone! Feel free to contact if you have any questions.
It's party time and it will be one to remember. I'm inviting Martini and wife, all their friends to my House to party "dance it up". I have lotz to do before they arrive. I'm a Xmas tree freak and their is a tree in every room with lights. I will not have those after Xmas blues cause I will decorate my house more more more for the holidays, and get everything on sale. WooHOOOOOOOOO! One smart cookie, I am, I am.
My cam show yesterday morning was super fun, hot and horny, baby loves. I abused a gud looking sex slave on my show. I have known him for 8 years and he brought me a Xmas present. The first of November, my storage was broken into along with other units and the stripper pole Sexy Miss Lizz gave me was stolen along with boots, fetish clothing, etc.
I told my sex slave what happened and 48 hours before the show he came over with a new portable stripper pole. I'm so grateful for his generosity.
Any-woo, I tied him up with my bra and teased him over and over until he got his hands untied. He was so hot for me, it was great. At the end I drained him gud. Over 500 viewers, 9 AM Saturday morning, last weekend to shop for Xmas, and it was rocking on my cam show. I wore vintage red leather jacket/skirt with my leather boots, and NO panties.
I watched the movie tonight, the song is at the end of the movie, the lyrics are beautiful. I sang the words of the song and thought of Emily. Emily is a star forever. All the stars in the heaven are for you Emily.
I just talked to a fetish friend of mine, he told me how he freaked out when he heard on a 30 second radio broadcast about the missing "Zoey Zane". He was very upset and thought it was me, Zoe Zane. He had to wait a few days to surf the Net to find out it was not me. I have helped his sex life get better. He wants to write me a letter expressing his gratitude for saving his marriage.
Many of my male friends who starred in my videos/photos called me up last the last few weeks making sure I was still alive. LOL.
Sexy Miss Lizz e-mailed me wondering is my Zoe Girl dead???
The list is very long, e-mails and phone calls expressing their emotions over my death.
It's a very strange thang to go through this. I will follow the news about the killer of Emily Sander. It is not my way of life to get wrapped up in the news, over anything. I stay away from the news, it's SO negative and mind altering. But for my Emily, I will follow her story since I am involved in her story.
There are many reason why Emily will be on my mind and in my blogs. I was strangled by a ragging male a few years back not telling anyone except for close friends. It was life altering to say the least. I was making a video with him and he lost control of his temper, and went after me with his belt. Before I knew it, I was on the floor being strangled, facing death. We had a misunderstanding about the story line of the video and he wanted to get laid not be dominated. He gave me clues about himself telling me he had a BIG problem with his anger. I have never done drugs, so I did not get what he was telling me. I got it, when he slammed me to floor coking the life out of me.
I made an attempt to run after he went to the bathroom to get dressed. BUT, his angry self got me first and very very fast. He chased me around the counter and forced down on the floor as I gasped for air. He was that fast. I knew I was going down, so I asked God in the name of Christ to leave, AND he did! I would not be writing this passage today, if I didn't ask for divine help. For those of you who do not believe in a higher source, I don't care a ratz ass what you believe. When you find yourself at the mercy gates of death you do not care what the fuck any human being THINKS!
In the large orgy room many couples were sitting around joking about this and that. A good looking black male got up and used some of his mojo lotion on a hot, naked ass. Everyone enjoy his sex talk and watch him get this hot babe so horny she pulled down her panties. He rubbed lotion on her tight tanned, butt cheeks. Before you could say, "This is some hot stuff and better than porn" the room turned into a frenzy fucking orgy. The "Friendly Cable Guy" got everyone relaxed laughing with his sense of humor. A couple of hot, horny housewives starting kissing each other, and before you could snap your fingers the room was filled with naked screwing flesh.
A great swing party is sexy fun when everyone lets go. It is all up to the women. Women make swing parties happen and The Friendly Cable Guy hooked up with a horny, ready to play female. Nothing is hotter than a room filled with couples with a few polite single, fucking males. The sounds of sex keep it orgasmic for everyone. The sounds of sex feed the sounds of sex. The smell of sex between those women's legs makes everyone hot for more and more. And the screaming orgasms were off the wall. I love a women that screams when she gets off.
Not much sleep that night, I lost count of all the orgasms. Mmmmmmmmmm
I love the way I feel after great pounding sex. Don't you?
Oh, I'm so horny right now, my big clit is throbbing. Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 9 am PST, I will be juiced up with all the cam viewers. Zoe in her red furry Xm-aAS stockings naked screaming MTFer, I love all your dicks and pussies. Ya baby.
I went to the DMV and this half-dead woman over the counter was not much help. I was told to write in the mileage in the right box for the car. She told me, do not put it in the wrong box, which I did not get. I put the mileage in the wrong box. eeK! I had to fill out another title form correctly, and go get the signature from the original owner. That woman at the DMV hates her job and spewed her poisonous attitude on me. She did not care, to help, at all. Next time that ever happens, I will have the best come back to give a half-dead DMV anyone back their shitty energy.
I drove clear across town and the owner of the car gave me the wrong directions. LOL. I'm chilling out tonight in front of the TV. Are any of you feeling like a zombie tonight??? meow ................zoblogzoezane
I will redo the video. I misspelled her name. Her name is Emily Sander. With everything going on, I missed it completely. I have felt her spirit with me from the first e-mail I received from a webmaster asking if I was okay and still alive. Sorry Emily, I will correct the You Tube video over the weekend. Love, Zoe Zane
LIGHT A CANDLE FOR EMILY SANDER I'm lighting a candle for Emily Sander everyday until her murderer is found. Emily was a bright, friendly girl who had a dream. She had a plan to open up a tattoo shop and produce movies. She was on a mission in high school to fulfill her dream. I find this inspiring that a girl in her teens knew what she wanted and went for it. She majored in high school business. She pierced her body. When you pierce your body, it is a ritual. It's your body and you've chosen to do what you want with it, not what other people think you should do with it. She decided to use the stage name Zoey Zane. She must of known about my stage name Zoe Zane (1999-2007). She saw something in my work that moved her to use the name Zoey Zane aka Zoe Zane. I can see that energy pulsing through her adult, Internet work. In America, groups of people have very conservative ideas about porn, porn stars, and porn producers. Anything about sex from masturbation to fetish to tantra, is ungodly. If you star in porn you are still considered seedy? That one word is one of many words. There are many words to describe porn stars, I will not go through them; you're doing that right now. I've been involved in the sex worker's industry for over 20 years. I left the Mormon church to make a new life for myself turning away from family and a self-righteous, conservative community. I almost died, in this process, escaping all the negative bull shit. My preacher husband and his family, my parents and my neighbors waited to hear that I killed myself. My mother lived a long suffering life in her temple marriage, and I was expected to live as she did. Suffer till you die! Emily Sander hide her dream from her family. It was her dream to be a porn star and make films. Now she is gone She was gutsy, positive and ready to get wild and free with her sexuality. I see it in all her photos. She was very excited to porn herself out. But, keeping her porn secret from conservative views is a lot of work. To sneak and hide your porn job takes courage and smarts. From the Internet information I gathered, she told her family on Thanksgiving Day she did porn. The next day she was missing. How her family reacted, we do not know, as I write this passage for Emily Sander. Unfortunately, she hooked up with the wrong person. That person was filled with rage towards women. I know every step has been taken by the FBI to find her killer. I'm writing these supportive words, please continue the search for Emily Sander's killer until that person is found. Emily Sander is one of many thousands reported missing or murdered every year. Her death as a amateur, nude model has shaken up many of us. We can not bring Emily back, but lighting a candle for Emily can bring us all together in love for her tragic, violent death. As human being, we are finding out that we are very powerful. Light your candle for Emily! This light will keep burning for all the violence against women on this planet. I am sending out a message to all women to seriously take a look at what you think of yourself. What are the inner words you say to yourself day in and day out? Take a look at your role models and if they are victims. Do they have victim attitudes? Today, take a look at how you are a victim in your everyday circumstances. As you look at yourself, it will stop all this violence towards women and children. Be honest with yourself and stop it now. Tell yourself you will not let others make you feel less for being female. You can have your dreams! Take active steps to change your thinking patterns, change your unconscious mind . Tell yourself right now: I'm happy, I'm beautiful and I'm powerful. Say it out loud to yourself everyday . Look at yourself in the mirror in your right eye, repeating 10 times a day, until you're unconscious mind believes you are happy, beautiful and powerful. Make it an active habit to talk positive to yourself for the rest of your life. You are the ONLY one who can do this work for yourself. It does not matter what they told you about you. It was a lie. They were WRONG! On-line author, Zoe Zane, December 6, 2007 Google Trends: zoey zane. com , Nov 29, 2007 Related searches: www.zoey zane. com , zoezane . com , zoey-zane. com , zoey zane web site, ...zoey zane. com , ...Emily Sander was found on a Zoey Zane websitewww.google.com/trends/hottrends?q=zoey+zane.com&da... http://www.kbsd6.com/Global/story.asp?S=7405774
For all the men and women out there who do porn, thank you. I takes a smart-ass bitch attitude to show your sexy self in pics and movies. Once it is out there, it's OUT. I remember Kitty Foxx asking me, are you sure you want to do this. She told me that you will have your tits, your coochi coochi, and ass criticised and examined forever. Once on film you life is never private again. Doing porn takes guts. You're all out there, naked, letting your orgasm OUT. Letting go, and many who do porn, they drink, they get drunk. Why? Drinking masks the brain chatter that makes you feel shame, fear or guilt about your sexy self. Madonna, Tina Turner, Sharon Stone used their sex and not one second of shame has stopped them. Sharon flashed her pussy, Madonna looked like she was fucking with her back to the camera, and Tina's rise from an abusive lifestyle is enough for all of us, to show her some repect. Tina Turner's legs are fetish porn. Tina has been a very powerful role model for me. I call it Tina Power and I got some baby!
Kitty Foxx kept asking me over and over and over, do you know what your are getting into? Yes, I did. You know when it is time to come out of the closet and make porn. Anyway, it is just sex, and Kitty was right on the money! We make too much out of porn and our sex. We all want it and need it. I've been a phone sex girl, a tantra instructor, a professional Dom in Las Vegas & San Francisco, my daughter is a stripper in Las Vegas, a swinger at Vegas Red Rooster for 10 years, a live cam babe on Camz, produced thousands of photos and have a vault for video/DVD (it will take a life time to edit and produce), I know many providers, massage therapists and Internet amateur housewife that have gone crazy wild with their sex in America. AND, it is all gud.
What makes my words powerful, is the life I lead before porn, as a mother in Zion (the Mormon Church in Salt Lake City, Utah). I never do anything half-assed. Whatever it is, I'm a pig about it. Noted, we all have our free agency and power of choice to live whatever religion we decide is best for us. I was born into the Mormon Church and grew out of it to learn a high consciousness for joy and happiness.
The 2257 model release was created to make sure no underage teenager stared in porn (Tracy Lords). The 2257 for me and my porn production is this, when you sign the model release you are telling me you want to go public with your sex and do not care what kind of heat you might get if people find out you were in porn. You gotta be able to take rejection, criticism and ridicule from any source.
Do I go into the Lion's Den and reveal my pearls to negative, religious family members? HELL NO! I tell them what they want to hear. They're living in their own self-made dream world anyway!
My temple marriage and religious life was great for one week. After many years, a very hot boot loving girlfriend (Joannie) on the Net, emailed me using the words sexless and loveless describing my life as a God fearing mother in Zion. Thank you, Joannie from Idaho, RIGHT ON! Perfect words, for the hell I went through with Mr. Wolf in Sheep's Clothing. It was on-going torture begging him to have sex with me. He was always in control watching me suffer waiting for me to kill myself. Read what I went through with a woman hater for 17 years in my new book in 2008. You will read about how I went from NO self-esteem to the powerful amateur housewife I am today. I will be able to tell you how to get your power back and not be a victim anymore.
http://blogs.usatoday.com/ondeadline/2007/11/reports-missing.html A missing college student named Emily Sanders led a double life as an online pornstar named Zoey Zane, according to reports from El Dorado, Kansas. "She enjoyed it. She is a young teenage girl and she wanted to be in the movies and enjoyed movies. She needed the extra money," Nikki Watson, a close friend of Sander's at Butler Community College, tells the Associated Press. "Nobody in El Dorado knew besides her close friends." Sander, 18, was last seen Friday in the company of Israel Mireles. Police across the country are searching for the 24-year-old and his 16-year-old girlfriend. Investigators say he may be on his way to Mexico. Detectives tell The Wichita Eagle that they found blood in a motel room that Mireles rented outside Wichita. They're aware of the website "situation" and are trying to figure out if it factors into Sander's disappearance, the paper says. "That motel room was found to appear in great disarray and a large quantity of blood was found in the room and clothing was found to be missing," police Chief Tom Boren says, according to KSN-TV. Sander's grandfather spoke about the missing teen yesterday during a police news conference. Last night, KAKE-TV says about 50 people participated in a candlelight vigil. The AP says Jacob Sander confirmed that his sister appeared on the pornographic website as Zoey Zane. That website, which was first registered last April, is no longer functioning. A cached version on Google shows that "Zoey Zane" wrote an explicit online journal. Here's how she described herself on the homepage: All About Me! Hey all! I'm a spunky little teen with a super sexy side! As soon as I turned 18 I started shooting for my site. I love getting down 'n dirty in front of the camera...!!