notes to myself ...ZOE:
ALL this childhood healing is bigger than Apple or Microsoft combined!!!
Colonics & ZOE, going off sugar and gluten, your body is throwing off toxins like a mad woman.
From a well trusted healer:
Doing colonics can bring up some deep emotional stuff, so that may be part of what you're feeling. It means some deep layers may be dislodging from your colon. Always a good thing!
ZOE, you are taking this energy from ex-husband too personally. You have to let it roll off of you. (WWJD ? remember that saying!) HE won't take it so personally. Your getting so upset is playing right into the hands of the enitities who are hanging out with HIM. THE EX didn't send you the curse, his entities did. They thrive on discord and negativity and anger and all the rest of it, so be aware of it! DONT ALLOW yourself to be "played" and manipulated emotionally by them. The more this upsets you, the better they like it!
It's so easy to point fingers and get really mad when this stuff happens. So try not to go there! Instead, put the EX in God's hands. Anytime something crazy happens, just put it in God's hands. Much easier for HIM to deal with it than you!
hope this helps!
lots of love,