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    Tuesday, March 09, 2010

    My life as a mother in Zion in SLC, Utah

    I guess one of these days I will tell what happened when I raised my kids in Utah. It was about being the best example, a lot of social pressure with the X-hubby seminary teacher. Families of Seminary Teachers are expected to be the best examples in life, the community and the Church. I hated it. You're never gud enough and never right enough. It was major pressure to the perfect Mormon Mom (who in the hell is perfect and what is PERFECT anyway? Besides we are all perfect just the way we are. Now, I know, we are ALL a master of something. Everyone of us is a master at birth. No one is like you or like me). THAT pressure, to be perfect right, affected me and the kids. It did not matter what the X-hubby GOD did. He was above the law. He was GOD! He was out doing God's work and did not have to deal with raising the kids. It was about how gud he looked and what he wanted. I endured. For a long time I thought it was ALL my fault. He blammed all the fuck ups on me. That's what a gud Mormon wife does. The X-hubby GOD, was a woman hater, his Mother was a domination, controling BITCH that raised her perfect little darling to be a wolf in sheep's clothing.

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